Violence against women

Emotional or psychological abuse

I consider this form of abuse as the most dangerous because it breaks a woman from the inside..

Am sure everyone of us have either been a witness to emotional abuse if not a victim.. I think it is the educated mid-segment that is caught into a deep quagmire of emotional and psychological abuse. The slow erosion of self-respect, confidence, and dignity is so gradual that the very women caught in such situations don’t notice and its too late when trying to take stock..

I would like to cite a few instances of abuse without mentioning the names or relationship, but these have happened/are happening in the lives of some awesome women I know..

1. A: She had an arranged marriage and the groom was her dream-boy. But only till a few weeks into the marriage. She had clear indicators on how things were going to be, but she missed all the signs.. On the ‘girl-seeing’ day, the guy had made his expectations clear and one of them was that – wait, hold your breadth- she must not have opinions of her own!!! This, from an engineer from a reputed institute, greatly respected by many in the family circle for his intelligence, sense of responsibility, philanthropy, religiousness et al! Post marriage, he has always decided when to buy rubies or emeralds for his wife, what rituals she must observe, which parties and occasions they must attend, which places they must visit for a vacation etc… She cannot cut/trim her hair! In short- suffocation! She is still the silent partner in the marriage and has two children.. She appears to have made peace with this situation and lacks the courage or will to sketch a career for herself and be self-reliant..

2. B: Another marriage.. Both are well educated.. The girl had a slight inkling that something was not OK.. But attributed her doubts to her anxiety and went ahead.. She did not discuss much of what went on in her life even with her friends because she assumed that is how it would be and that a little compromise can be made.. Her husband, his sister, the MIL would insist that she wear a particular ear-ring, dress in a particular way, sport hair in a particular style, use fairness cream, wear heeled footwear and several petty things like this. It regressed to calling her parents names and insulting them for no reason. He would ensure that she never went to meet her parents and stayed for just a few hours even during her own brother’s wedding. She was not allowed to join the office get-together, dine-outs etc with her colleagues.. She had to skip company-wide outings of any and every kind.. He would reason saying those were places visited by people with cheap intentions.. Her calls home and to friends were policed- he would check her mobile frequently! He began tormenting her to quit her job, but never gave sound reasons.. On the days she reached home from work, he would have a long face and guilt-trip her for ‘neglecting’ her family!! It was at this stage that she discussed with her close friends and parents… When the abuse got physical and he mindlessly dealt a blow to his fully pregnant wife, she called it a day.. Her parents, siblings and friends stood by her and helped her end her marriage to the moron. Her sweet little son is now going to school and her family offers all the moral, physical support she needs.. She is doing well in her career and is respected by her peers and friends.

3. C: Another couple with two children. The wife’s parents and siblings were not welcome.. Every time she visited her hometown during vacations, he would expect the FIL to cover their entire expenses and would never ‘give’ his wife any money.. Not that the couple were well off- they were in fact hard-pressed.. She on the other hand had to visit and welcome all his folks.. She and her other friends in the colony they lived, would catch up on an occasional movie in the theater nearby.. If the husband returned home to find the door locked and the keys with the neighbour, hell would break loose..She would in fact keep his food etc ready on the table before leaving with her friends, only to come back and see all the dishes strewn across the floor.. He did not take her talking to other men too lightly – more policing.. The woman went through depression and none around her knew that she was in a bad emotional state.. She attempted suicide several times only for the husband to fall at her feet and cry and stage a drama.. She would buy all that.. And one fine day, she set herself ablaze… The saving grace was he loved his children and managed their upbringing..

4. D: She gave her marriage 4 years.. Another classic arranged marriage… In the initial few months of her engagement, she sensed some gaps and felt that their wavelengths didn’t match… But that’s too small a time isn’t it? Within few months into her marriage, she knew the guy suffered from terrible complexes.. But she waited, worked.. She pursued higher studies and enrolled herself into some courses and cleared them successfully.. Her professional life took off and that only lead to widening the gap. At the same time, her earning was equally important to him, and he never spared an opportunity to remind her that! Again, a classic case of moral-policing… Friends calls were viewed with suspicion.. She had to account for every penny she spent.. Verbal abuses increased and then something inside her snapped.. Her friends and well-wishers tried to talk sense into him and tried to help patch up differences… Nothing worked.. Both the families intervened, and of course, its all a woman’s fault.. She did not know how to keep him happy.. Her family wasn’t too supportive initially and it was all the more difficult to make a decision.. She decided that she’d waited enough and bid adieu to her marriage. There was all the drama in this case too of the husband trying to mend his ways etc.. But she was wise-enough.. Today, she leads an independent life, has a successful career, pursues her passion, is content with the way her life has shaped up, and is at peace with herself..

I know of women who have given up their career to take care of the children.. Which is alright if it is a discussed, educated, willing decision. Not otherwise. Again, the same pressure of having to worship the man’s folks and ignore hers.. To manage all the tasks at home herself because she is at home and he earns.. Sometimes manage both work and home and still not grumble or sulk for a second- be a multi-tasking goddess.. Complaining would mean giving up the job! No Facebook-ing for the wife because the whole world lacks better business and will pry into her world and their life will become ‘public’.. Only the men know what is right for the wife, which friend to invite home etc etc.. Yeah, men have to decide such things! Most pretend that life is fine and happening and magnanimously let go… And there are many more who do not even realise that its an abuse! Ignorance IS bliss.. For the women who have fought their own battles, here’s three cheers to you!!!

A road not taken

I decided to unravel the mysteries of life when I was in high school. Was told that the maze of lines on our palms is the key to our life. Each line in the network speaks volumes of how the events and people in our lives fit in. They call it science. And there are scores of books that you can use to learn on your own. Easy. I borrowed a couple of books on palmistry and numerology and studied intensely along with another friend.

After two weeks of labor, I felt elated at having acquired a new trait and reassured myself that the learning will not go a waste. Practice will perfect the skill. There started my sojourn as an active ‘palm-reader’. My cousins, their spouses, friends from school and college became my ‘clients’.

My predictions were very specific and tailored. I told only what my clients wanted to hear. I would not divulge anything negative until asked for. I did not charge a single penny because I’d decided to keep palm-reading as a hobby with zero commercial angle to it. I was nice that way. At college, friends used to flock to my bench during breaks and much was discussed on two specific abstractions- love life and career path!

There were a few rules though. 1. I would not read the palm of the same person ever again. 2. I cannot guarantee that everything I say comes true. 3. I will not give any recommendations on averting or reverting situations:) These rules impressed my clients and I came across as someone genuine. In a world where every astrologer/palm-reader/swami-jis suggested expensive ‘pariharams’, here was someone saying you cannot change your fate; you’ve got to face it! It was an active year with lot of predictions and reading into people’s future and dig-ups into the past!

Once, during a break, a classmate walked up to me after a week of hibernation and shook my hands and hugged me. “Daala”, (that is how she used to call me), “chance-e ille (no chance)! I was nearly electrocuted when I was pressing my clothes. The electric shock threw me some meters away!” I asked her if the concussion was so bad that she was shaking hands and hugging me to share such a news. “Arre yaar, you had predicted that I might meet with an accident in a week. So I bunked college and decided to stay home the whole week to avoid being run-over. And then I meet with an accident inside the safety of my own house!” Apparently, it was my ‘soothsaying’ that did it and not a high voltage or bad iron-box that caused the leak! And here was a dud congratulating me when she should have bashed me up!

A close acquaintance quit his 10 yr old job with a good company to start something on his own. When I met him after 2 months into the venture, he appreciated me on accuracy of my prophecy! It turns out that I had predicted he’d quit his job with a public sector and be on his own after he crosses a particular age. I however do not recall saying anything like that, or maybe I did. I said too many things to too many people! Coming to this prophecy, he gave up the business after a couple of years and is back to salaried job and am not sure if this was a part of the prediction too!!

Met a friend of my cousin’s after 6 or 7 months of ‘reading’ her palm. Thanks to my cousin for introducing me to her friend as an ace palm-reader. Much had happened in these months. She lost her only brother, all of 17 years old, to a freaky road accident where there was not a single injury or bruise on his person. Just the shock of being knocked down by a speeding bike right outside his house did him in! And she ended-up relating it to a fancy statement from me on something unexpected happening in the months to come. Whether I’d explicitly mentioned as something ‘unpleasantly’ unexpected would happen, she could not recall.

On the day of the fare-well meet at school, I challenged a classmate that he’d go on to do his Bachelors in Science and then do his Masters in Computer Applications and not a B.E as he had intended. He did prove me right! And he was generous enough to give me credit for reading his future correctly!

Today I realize that the single biggest mistake of my life was not tapping into the huge opportunity that came my way begging. With so many people to vouch for my strength, I could have demanded prime air-time on all the television channels, set up a website with ‘daily forecast’ for the criss-cross lines, become an advisor to a top politician or actor, print volumes and series of books with interesting anecdotes (not the silly types in ‘Oh Mind Relax Please!’), tie up with famous gemologists, numerologists, nameologists for workarounds, and much much more. The possibilities thrill me! A fool really to have missed the bus!

When I told these people and many others that I’d pulled a fast one and that I did not know palmistry or any such crap, and this was proof enough that it is not a ‘science’ and that people are taken for a ride, they refused to believe me and still think its a ploy to not get me read their palms again! Anything you say with a pinch of ‘negative’ salt and ‘suspense’ masala, people love to devour!

‘It is in the mind’, I say. “You said it is in the palm”, people remind me. “I lied to you. It was supposed to be fun”, I plead. “You are lying now. How come the sayings came true?” they ask. “I leave it to you. Only dont brand me a witch. That is the fee I ask!”. I have been paid that, thankyou!

Smoking banned?

Just a couple of days after the ban,  my husband was bringing home our son’s friend, a cute little smart 6 yr old girl as she wanted to come over to play with my son. On their way, they saw a decently dressed man- with a tie and a laptop bag- smoking in the street corner- a public place by any definition. This little girl was quick to spot the guy smoking and she boldly questioned him why he was smoking on the road as she saw the news on TV saying that people should not smoke in public!!! My husband was surprised, stunned, and happy at her level of awareness and also liked the spooky look on the guys face. It appears that the smoker was too shocked and did not know whether to drop the cigar, or reply, and was visibly embarrassed! Serves the guy right:-)

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